KittyMcBirdson

She sits alone talking to herself Telling herself that she's useless That there's no point to her life She wants to leave here forever All her friends think that she's so happy They can't tell it's fake when she's laughing She smiles but no one can see She's breaking down inside And she's crying But no one can hear her And she's dying But no one can see her And she's lying But no one can tell And she's crying But no one can hear her She sits alone bleeding herself Killing herself slowly knowing it's pointless To stay here and be unhappy When she could be lifeless and not feel at all No more pretending she's happy They'll

Mom I love you Don't blame it on yourself Dad forgive me I couldn't ask for help Sis don't hate me For leaving you alone Take my picture Off the table by the phone It never belonged there anyway This happy family was broken Long before I left it anyway I don't expect you to understand Just why it was that I couldn't stay I know you can't hear me But I'm writing this for you It is my last punk song Telling you my life is through It's okay to hate me Just don't miss me when I'm gone Cuz I don't deserve it When I have done so much wrong I never belonged here anyway This happy family was broken Long before I left it anyway